[The Ghoul]

I fell asleep at about 11:30 (don't remember it AT ALL). Woke up at 12:00, dizzy, confused, disoriented. Tried to stand, saw stars and got really light headed, and after that, seeing double out of my left eye.

Vision is back to normal, but still dizzy.

Here are some possible factors-

Went to Brazil a few months ago (3 times over the last 2 months)-took herion as a pain killer the last time I was there (about...3? 4? weeks ago)

Screwing around at work, got hit in the head by a 2x4 while trying to make a blast box, have a concussion

Birthday today-offically old

My HR, PBM, and respiratory rate are all normal


Help before tomorrow, cause by then I plan on paying the doc a visit.


Thanks

 

[Bobula]

Sorry to hear that, if you do die, can I um......... have your guns?

 

[The Ghoul]

Sorry to hear that, if you do die, can I um......... have your guns?

Whatcha gimme fer 'em?


Symptoms have since subsided, and I plan on seeing medical personell in the AM. Well, later in the AM.

 

[Gun-Nut]

You left out the key part about the Brazillian hooker.
That's where the problems are really coming from.

 

[The Ghoul]

You left out the key part about the Brazillian hooker.
That's where the problems are really coming from.

I don't have sex on OPs. Nobody does. We treat it like a religious thing-no drugs(pain killers don't count), no sex, no negative thoughts.

 

[xxG3xx]

maybe you feel this way cause you didnt have sex there..damn some of those chicks are hott

 

[The Ghoul]

maybe you feel this way cause you didnt have sex there..damn some of those chicks are hott

When you are being paid 6k a day in high risk (read:death and/or dismemberment) you want your head in the game, not in Vanessa.

 

[xxG3xx]

6k a day? how do i do what you do?

 

[The Ghoul]

6k a day? how do i do what you do?

Unless you have about 75k to drop on training, serve 4 years in the .mil, prefferably in a noted special sector. EOD, Combat Controlers, Green Berets, SEALs, etc. The 75k will get you up to speed at entry level, but you will have no experience.

Then you still have to go through the company training, and then you can work.

But even then, the average pay per day with most Contractor companies is about .5k-1.5k. Only the special demand clients are willing to pay nicely, which is what my last few operations were.

Also, when the .gov funds the company, the pay is shit.

 

[Nose Nuggets]

heroin is your pain killer? 6K a day aint worth it.

 

[The Ghoul]

heroin is your pain killer? 6K a day aint worth it.

It was strong, abundant, and free. I needed something to make the flight home a little smoother due to a broken wrist with soft tissue damage around the thumb.

 

[Jeremy]

Sounds like the concussion is the problem, But...

Did you happen to take chloroquine? ( malaria drug) If you do and still are as your suppose to that to can have all the side affects you mentioned. Personally i use Doxycycline the only real side affect is skin sun sensitivity and blocker takes care of that, it's also a broad spectrum drug so it covers anthrax, lyme diease, STD's most malaria strains and many others. If you work South america amd Africa freqently buy in bulk I use to pop them things like tic tacs.

Anything you would have picked up south of the border most likely would have killed you already with the exception of malaria and you didn't mention jaundice.

 

[The Ghoul]

I only hit up once. I don't like it and I don't like the fact that I did, but I needed to be able to function on the way home.



We have pain killers, but nothing was strong enough. I needed something with some umph, and that did the trick.

 

[Jeremy]

Were you ever given morphine? If so you've done heroin before. Morphine is basically legal heroin both come from the same place.

Dude don't sweat it, you gotta do what you gota do when it's time to cowboy up

 

[The Ghoul]

Were you ever given morphine? If so you've done heroin before. Morphine is basically legal heroin both come from the same place.

Dude don't sweat it, you gotta do what you gota do when it's time to cowboy up

Yes, I have. Moriphine wasn't working, because it was too diluted. We (read:ME) needed something more potent.

I am not worried about it, I am just not particularly proud of it. Nor do I ever want to do it again, because while the ride was nice, but coming down made me want to kill that rat bastard again.


Here is what happened-

We were given an op, to take a guy prisoner(an extra 3k for each of us, but he isn't needed alive). There was a drug run set up, and we took out his hardcases. He was taken prisoner, and in my vehicle (4wd golf cart, 2 seater) and we took off. His hands were secured, but his feet weren't. We were going up a mountain, hit some rocks, and he pushed off and made the cart roll. I hurt my wrist (broken, left) pulled out my Glock, and shot that stupid son of a bitch. (no extra 3k for anyone)

But coming down from herion made me want to kill him...again. It wasn't pleasant.

 

[Jeremy]

Those things are death traps. wayyyyyy to unstable and whippy especially the raised 4x4 1's we roll them just on the golf course.

 

[The Ghoul]

Those things are death traps. wayyyyyy to unstable and whippy especially the raised 4x4 1's we roll them just on the golf course.

Yes, I have a broken wrist and dead body that can attest to how easily they roll.

 

[Jeremy]

The "nothing personal, just business" mentality helps some, it's just business so it's his job to get away. You wanna pop him put 1 high through the right shoulder theres nothing vital so he'll just bleed a little, won't slow you down much and it's pretty relieveing and you don't piss off the rest of your crew.

There's a bunch of MD 500's bouncing around down there set up for just what you need, Mines, oil companies, gov. and movers all use them so they are easily added for insertion/extraction during.... negoations. A lot nicer than ATV though it does suck when the golden BB cuts your seat off the skids while you're still 10' of the ground.

 

[The Ghoul]

Heh. Everyone understood. It was personal when I did it out of anger, but it doesn't bother me.

When I have to kill, I do it stoeicly. Doing it in any other form is just silly, and will fuck your head up.


Jeremy-what's your line of work? Sounds similer to mine, we might know some of the same people. Or worse, eachother.

 

[Jeremy]

Got a regular job now. I'm out for the most part since'01 I do maybe 2 away games a year and a few local gigs just enough to keep an edge.